Creating this Web Site ....
This sounds really strange. For 25 years, I've secretly dressed in female clothing when alone or away from family and friends and only ever mentioned it briefly to my now ex-wife, and that was almost twenty years ago!. Other than that, I've told no one, and hid every aspect of my feminine self! Then within a few weeks of discovering similar sites on the net and learning what I am really about, finding out that I am not alone, I'm working on this web site so I can tell the WORLD! Talk about a change of attitude!!
It wasn't until I started visiting web sites written by other people just like me, that I started to feel comfortable about crossdressing. It was like I was not alone, I was a part of something really special. So here I go, from hiding everything, to posting pictures of me for the world to see. I began to feel a great relief inside me when I first started working on the pages. It was like, I was finally going to let go of the secret, get it of my chest. I admit, I was really scared when I first uploaded the pages for the world to see. Then, a great sense of relief came over me in that I could finally relax and just be me! With all the hiding and keeping the secret, my focus was not always on enjoying my feminine side, it was focused on hiding my feminine side. To finally open up to the world, it felt like a great validation that said to me anyway, that my dressing was a real part of me, and that I can accept it enough to share it with others. Now it is time to move forward and enjoy the rest of my life.
Thanks for reading my story,
Sabrina
E-mail me at sabrina_markes@masquerade.ca
Member of the Winnipeg support group - "Masquerade"