My First "Modeling Session"...
For most of the 25 years that I have crossdressed, I've only done a few pictures, but never kept them out of fears that someone would find them. I thought I would be able to make excuses about the clothes, but the pictures were a big fear. I had done pictures in B & W, and developed them myself so no one would "see" me. Sending pictures to the photo lab was something I thought I would never do.
Once I made the decision to do something about my life and begin sharing my feminine side with others, I really wanted to have pictures of me to share. During a business trip, I had made plans to do a few pictures and brought my camera along. It turned out that the Sunday, November 6, 2000, was to be an off day with no work to do. My perfect opportunity!!
I got up that day, made sure everything was ready, and had a blast. Although I didn't take that many pictures, it still took me most of the day. Time with the mirror, then in front of the camera. The only thing that would have made it better would be to have someone there to take the pictures instead of using the time delay:-)
I honestly felt that the pictures we not only for me, I know what I look like, but they were to share here. I know that if I had not stumbled on to the sites that I did, I probabley wouldn't have learned so much about myself that has always been a big puzzle.
A few days later, I took the film to a one hour photo lab, got the film developed and didn't have any bad experiences at the counter, like I had always thought would happen. I must say, that although I had been so secretive over the years, I was sure excited while I was scanning the pictures to post here. Just something else that tells me it is OK to be me:-)
Thanks for reading my story,
Sabrina
E-mail me at sabrina_markes@masquerade.ca
Member of the Winnipeg support group - "Masquerade"