Sabrina Markes - My home in cyberspace

Chatting At TG Gallery (Debbie's Den)....

After visiting TG Gallery (Debbie's Den), anonymously, I really wanted to join in on the fun the girls there were having. I really didn't want to sign in without my picture. I had been hiding for so many years, and now I had the opportunity to finally open up to others and felt it was only right to show them who I was.

It did take some planning, I had my "modeling session" in November 2000, started working on this site. I had learnt a lot about myself from visiting other sites, that in my heart I felt it was only fair that I do the same. I scanned several pictures, finnished my web site, then uploaded the whole works at once. Now I felt I was ready, but again, nervousness took over and I hesitated for several days before I finaly signed in with my name and picture.

When I first saw my name and picture on the screen, I thought OH MY GOD! What have I done?? Up until then, I had only opened up to Suzie through e-mail, which was a lot less public!!! Now, I felt like I was standing in the open for all to see! After a few kind words from the girls in the room, all the nervousness disappeared and I realy felt like I was in a room full of friends, and such wonderful people.

Visiting Debbie's Den over the last few monthes has realy helped my understand that I am not alone in this world, and that has been the biggest comfort in my life. There are so many helpful and carring people who I've met there, and to those people, I offer my deepest heartfelt thanks :-)